Bear Bear

I back here again...
I guess...
I m getting worst..
Last time I wont miss him miss until like that...
But..
I found that he is not suite for me..
I m a girl that wont express what I really wants..
AND ...
He is also a guy like that..
But I m very care of his feeling..
Others girls close to him..
I started to jealous!!!
What happen to me???
how many times I remind myself!!!
Cautions when it comes to love!!!
CAUTIoNS!!!!!
But?? I fail to do so!!
I wont let him know that I fall in love with him...
I wont~!!!!!
All I can say is juz let it to be like this~~
I create a new name for him~~
"soh hem bear"
I duno our friendship will last how long??
I duno what feeling of him towards me??
I duno what is d purpose he wants me like him??
But???? It will not end up as enermy~~
Juz keep on remind myself..
Cations When it comes to love...
Caution~~
Really hopes...
After the china trip..
I m able to handle this matter well~
He is resigning.. I m leaving...
YES!! Its a happy ending..