人生的考验吗？

Is this the test in my life??

Yesterday...

We had a big argue...

Untill....

He ask me to go out with my friends...

He ask me find other guy spent time with me..

We nearly breakup..

I duno he really mean it or not..

I seriously I feel hurts...

Really hurts..

At last...

We spoke nicely...

It was a miscommunication...

thats y caused a lot misunderstanding..

TODAY...

It have good news and also bad news for me..

The god news was....

We didnt break up..

This is what was I wory the whole day..

Yes!! I dun 1 to breakup with him..

I do really love him...

Hope it is same ind opposite way..

The bad news was...

He told me... 

He will be very busy...

Busy with his insurance things...

Once I read this mgs...

My tears drop again...

I know...

He find money for our future...

I know..

He find more money for his family have better life..

I understand...

But... 

My heart feel unsecured...

I duno y...

I know...

I should trust me...

But...

My heart really feel uncomfortable...

I duno how is our future...

I duno what else I can say anymre...

But...

I wont stop him chasing his future...

Maybe..

I always wants him spent time with me..

Bcoz I m really feel lonely...

I guess...

Nobody knows... 

D most thing I scared of is LONELY......

This might be challenge in my life...

I will try to be more mature...

I will try to be more independent...

I know I can do it de~~~~

HAPPY CHALLENGE LIFE!!!!