Yesterday...
We had a big argue...
Untill....
He ask me to go out with my friends...
He ask me find other guy spent time with me..
We nearly breakup..
I duno he really mean it or not..
I seriously I feel hurts...
Really hurts..
At last...
We spoke nicely...
It was a miscommunication...
thats y caused a lot misunderstanding..
TODAY...
It have good news and also bad news for me..
The god news was....
We didnt break up..
This is what was I wory the whole day..
Yes!! I dun 1 to breakup with him..
I do really love him...
Hope it is same ind opposite way..
The bad news was...
He told me...
He will be very busy...
Busy with his insurance things...
Once I read this mgs...
My tears drop again...
I know...
He find money for our future...
I know..
He find more money for his family have better life..
I understand...
But...
My heart feel unsecured...
I duno y...
I know...
I should trust me...
But...
My heart really feel uncomfortable...
I duno how is our future...
I duno what else I can say anymre...
But...
I wont stop him chasing his future...
Maybe..
I always wants him spent time with me..
Bcoz I m really feel lonely...
I guess...
Nobody knows...
D most thing I scared of is LONELY......
This might be challenge in my life...
I will try to be more mature...
I will try to be more independent...
I know I can do it de~~~~
HAPPY CHALLENGE LIFE!!!!
